I have almost zero cravings, so I'm not considering a change due to the fact that I'm sick of the shakes or anything like that, I just literally feel that I need more fuel in my body..the few times I have walked 3 miles, I actually did well, but was completely wiped out for the rest of the day..
I told myself in the very beginning that if at some point I could not do just the shakes, then I would consider doing a healthy eating plan and not get discouraged or feel like a failure..what brought this on today was when Tori asked me to play with her, and I lasted like 10 minutes running around with her, and I literally felt like I was going to pass out..I'm beginning to wonder if the diarrhea has washed out much of my body's nutrients..
Anyways..I'm not doing anything until I get more answers..from the Lord, my doctor and even advice from my family and good friends like you!! :) I chose this program so that I could remove myself from food and be forced to deal with the issues that come up in my life without being able to grab some sort of food and stuff my emotions down, like I have for so very long!! However, if I am going to make it through this summer with my kids, I may need to review my plan and possibly make some changes. It may mean that I will be forced to allow only healthy food back into my life and choose God over all the junk that I used to grab when feeling desperate..I mean, at some point I was going to have to do that anyhow...
Praying for wisdom and looking for advice!!

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